Why Does My Heart Feel, So Bad

Faceless

2006-05-24T21:08:00.000+12:00

A world without a face,
how did we fall from grace.

When did we look to care,
too see the others how they fare.

What have we become?
When will He come?

A world without a face,
a planet of disgrace.

Why does he love us?
Why does he care?

His only son died for us,
be we decline to care.

Do you want to know Him?
Ask Him into your heart and he will be there.

Update

2006-05-24T21:02:00.000+12:00

Hello,
It has been awhile since i have posted, we actually I forgot about the blog completely but hey its been busy.
Heres whats Change.d:
*Left Uni after my first Semester, didn't feel ready or had the money for Uni
*Worked full time at NextWindow
*Got an Enginner Apprenticeship at Sanitarium
*Moved from city to flat with Phil, Jane, and Emma
*Got Baptised on the 14th May 2005 into the Seventh DayAdventist Church
*Moved in with Jane and Simon into new flat after Phil got married.

Thats all for Now

Nick

2004-10-19T17:20:00.000+13:00

Sunrise

Crimson Skies,

not a bird flies

Whispers in the air,

telling me why should i care

No love anywhere,

only hate and despair

Once we cared, once it mattered,

but all that was good, shattered

Where are we to go?

how are we to know?

What a Surprise...

a Nuclear Sunrise

2004-10-19T17:03:00.000+13:00

The Flight of the Silent

Silent as a bird in flight,

brighter than a halogen light

Faster than a speeding train,

over the hill and back again

It changes everything

People Screaming

People Praising

People Looting

People Waiting

Death from above,

death from afar

So much time

so little hope

Why us?

Why now?

Who will save us?

How?

2004-10-19T17:00:00.000+13:00

Destined

Destiny awaits,

for those who stop to hear

A new life to create,

for those care

Do you hear His calling?

Do you stop to listen?

Or do you feel you your falling?

You see the dew glisten?

Why don't you listen?

You don't know what missing

The writing is on the wall,

who are you trying to fool?

Life isn't just a haul,

he calls you one and all.

2004-10-19T16:55:00.000+13:00

Demons of the Night

Silence surrounds my soul,

memories invade my mind

Music brings me back to another time,

darkness envelopes my heart

Why do good memories hurt,

why am I so sad

Where did my demons come,

am I mad

Why? So Sad

am I mad?

Dark figures in the night,

keeping out of the light

Stealing all thats right,

silent as a bird in flight

What have I become,

my sweetest friend

Everyone I knowgoes away,

in the end

Will we live, to see,

to see the light.

2004-10-19T16:51:00.000+13:00

Another Day

Another day rises,

as another day falls

Darkness sets in,

as light arouses

People Crying

People Lying

People Living

People Dying

People Dancing

People Praying

People Prancing

People Praising

Life is what you make

go, grab it, take it

You will never know what you have

Until its gone.

Today, yesterday, and tomorrow

2004-09-26T19:33:00.000+12:00

Well on Friday I went back to Tauranga, my other Home, to see Mum since it twas my birthday last weekend, drove down in a torrential downpour. Saw my dad on Saturday(yesterday) and had Lunch together, saw his mother, my grandmother the gaunt, she is what you would call waiting for God. Unfortunately, and I also had a nice family dinner with mum my brothers and Lois (mums mum) which was nice. Also saw my friend Dodgy Pete and Chrissy's on Friday knight, a knight which boiled down to watching Pete play on his PS2 and then watch LOTR, came back to Auckland today with Dad. Tomorrow back at Uni, looking forward to our new compsci lecturer Paul Dennny who is susposed to be a great Lecturer, also looking forward to see my friend Tanya, who has just been to Fiji. Right now im trying to conjure up an email for my good friend Lisa Chivers which proves quite the task, rather ironic really where here i end up posting these massive posts but end up with emails that dont break the twon liners, sad isn't it. Aww another crazy thing is my brother Phil who has recently purchased an S14 Siliva is now selling it and getting a fully modded out Skyline Gts-t full of GReedy and Apexi aftermarket accessories, but it'll go like a cut cat.

Well All im off like milk in the sun

Aren't Memories Nice....

2004-09-23T18:55:00.000+12:00

Today, well today.

It kinda sucked, lost my pencil case which was of course a pain as I have to replace my pens and etc... Finished my maths assignment which was good considering it was due in today. Had a physic lab till 6pm discovering the ever so exciting characteristics of our frien the capacitor. So bet your wondering whats up with the title "Aren't Memories Nice...." this is refering to last night which wasn't the best as I was getting hassled by my Uncle, which made me think of my previous life in the Beautiful Tauranga, its crazy every time i think back I get incredibly homesick. Crazy even songs can trigger this, I find it hard to listen to Chicane these days especialty the track Saltwater... reminds me of cursing around with Pete in the Nissan 200sx, good times.

First Posto

2004-09-21T20:59:00.000+12:00

Hello All, first up if you visit please add a comment any and all are welcome. Well a little about me; I am 19, Living in the Beautiful Country of New Zealand, Studying Compsci at University of Auckland, Changing to either Engineering(Mechatronics) or BSc Compsci and BComm. I live in the City, with my uncle and cousin. I also attent Papatoetoe Seventh Day Adventist Church, a new thing in my life. Had an Atheist upbringing im not sure if I believe as of yet this is a decision not to be taken lightly... But the people are awesome never meet the nicest bunch of people.